Adieu, Aloha, Adios and Farewell

January was good, in many ways, with some spring like weather (TY God!), more remodeling done, some time on the road - and yet I happily bid it goodbye as we move on to February--the month of love, slightly longer daylight hours (good for all fellow SAD sufferers!) and hopefully more sunshine and flowers! But before we leave this month--the dread of some and (maybe) the joy of others--a few more photos taken in my January journeys in the garden..

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Yes, it was a good January and yes, despite the challenges this winter has brought, this has been a good year thus far and I am thankful for each day of life:)

So goodbye January and thanks for the memories! They were treasures for my anxious heart.

Blessings,

Aimee

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Photos:

Winter fruit (not edible as far as I know)

Mushroom faces

Part of the flagstone path

Ripples and reflections in the upper pond--a common and welcome sight

(and I think I heard a frog the other day)

Pussy willows up HIGH!

Magnolia branches getting some light (Aimee was too)

The underside of one of those BIG mushrooms (pretty but poisonous with all likelihood)

Fern in light--this winter all of them, except one type stayed green and beautiful!

A Walk in His Garden: winter to spring

Necessity is the mother of invention, right? Well since I am still in a holding pattern on getting a new laptop (by my own choice since I still don't feel a 'go ahead' in my heart), I started to play with my hubby's PC and lo and behold if it doesn't have a photo editing program I can use in the meantime...I do miss the matted photo frame look though and I will definitely need to play with all the editing features it offers some more but it will work and I am grateful for it:)

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So here goes a winter to spring 'Walk in His gardens' stroll for your Sunday viewing pleasure.

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Well that was the winter part of the 'walk' and I have a lot more wintry pictures...but since it seems like God has decided that spring should come to the PNW early this year we will move on to the spring pictures :)

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Being outside lately has been pure delight what with the warmer then usual temperatures, some incredibly beautiful clear days, lots of birds singing (and possibly a frog recently too) and - of course - earlier then normal blooming plants! Every time I go outside I feel like singing hymns like 'How Great Thou Art' and 'Fairest Lord Jesus'! I CAN'T help but give thanks for every flower that I see, the pussy willows and the many not-quite-open-yet buds that hold SO much promise for a spectacular spring!

Wishing you all an early spring too!

Blessings,

Aimee

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Photos:

Barberry with pagoda

Moss in water 'globe' (reminded me of the snow globes of my childhood)

Pieris

Spring bulbs emerging --- Yippee!!

A Quick Note (& question re: laptops)

Just wanted to let you know that if there are no blog posts for awhile it is because my laptop is seriously contemplating being put out to pasture...

but Aimee will, God willing, return soon with more walks in His gardens :)

In the meanwhile, blessings and peace to family, friends and visitors!

Aimee

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Update (1/21/2010):

My wonderful, very computer literate son and I spent some time recently looking for a new laptop for me. Being the Mac loving guy he is, he deftly steered me into Apple 'heaven' where I was happily entertained by their computers and software which appealed to the artistic side of me which loves photography and wants badly to relearn the piano I played as a child. In addition I am captivated by their power cord since I have a history of tripping over and otherwise wrecking the regular ones:(

But before I take the plunge from the PC world into the world of 'fruit'...anyone have any comments pro or con the Mac vs PC? I've always been a PC person -- and have never even used a Mac; well at least till recently.

Thanks & blessings this Friday evening,

Aimee

Images of a New Year

The days are a bit longer now; the sunrise comes earlier then it did in December.

Soon, not too long now, it will be February and then - maybe - just maybe more blossoms will appear in the garden.

But even now in this season of quiet simplicity the garden has it's beauty.

The lush green of moss on a Japanese maple branch.

Raindrops gathered on the upright leaves of the Nandina sparkle in the winter's light like diamonds.

The beauty of the upper pond as raindrops cause perfect patterns on its surface.

And the fragile unusual beauty of this daphne odora.

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Blessings from the winter's garden,

Aimee

Treasures of the Garden

Newly fallen snow - frost and ice covers over all the little imperfections of the landscape;

but it also highlights the small delights of the garden one does not usually see:

a spider's web lost in the twigs of a tree or bush.

and leaves caught in the frozen waters of a waterfall.

Blessings,

Aimee

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Some more wintry garden photos from last year.

Looking to the Future

I keep working toward that day when I will finally be all that Christ Jesus saved me for and wants me to be. No, dear brothers and sisters, I am still not all I should be,* but I am focusing all my energies on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I strain to reach the end of the race and receive the prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us up to heaven.

Philippians 3:12b-14 NLT (© 2003, Ilumina Software, Tyndale House Publishers)

Lately I've done way too much ruminating on things past.

Things I should have done differently

but chose not to for one reason or another.

Words said

that shouldn't have been said.

Deeds left undone

and those that should never have been done.

Some reflection is good--

for God calls His children to lead holy lives-

lives of mercy, grace and kindness to others;

lives that are Christ-like,

and lives that witness to the fact that we love Him.

But I don't always act very Christ-like

and sometimes,

after I've asked God to forgive me

and tried--if possible--to make amends to the ones I've wronged,

well sometimes ...

I just don't seem to be able to let go of that FORGIVEN sin;

or should I say my feelings of guilt and remorse over that FORGIVEN sin?

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I read this verse recently --

it makes SO much sense and was written by one (under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit) who needed to let go of his past--

in order to have the energy to do the things God was asking of him.

Because holding onto the guilt over past sins.

which God has totally forgiven us of,

robs us of the energy we need to do His will today.

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I can't change the past...

but I know the ONE who controls my future and can give me the grace I need to live a more Christ-like life each day.

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Blessings,

Aimee

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“Come now, let us argue this out,” says the Lord. “No matter how deep the stain of your sins, I can remove it. I can make you as clean as freshly fallen snow. Even if you are stained as red as crimson, I can make you as white as wool."

Isaiah 1:18 NLT (© 2003, Ilumina Software, Tyndale House Publishers)

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Photos

winter garden views

Blessings from above

Last year, I had a prayer request;

something very important...

and so I prayed.

And God answered my prayer totally and completely...

but He also gave me a desire of my heart before He did that.

A small desire---not earthshattering or anything monumental--but still something He knew would make His daughter's heart sing with happiness for a moment...or two.

And as I watched the blessing He gave me that day unfold, for a moment my problems seemed to melt away...

as I took delight in His gift--a most beautiful gift.

A special present only He could send.

And my heart was filled with joy

and my problems did seem lessened

at this perfect present from God;

not just because of the gift itself,

but because I knew God loves me-

and that is the greatest gift of all!

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"Now unto Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think...unto Him be glory" Ephesians 3:20a, 21b KJV

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Blessings,

Aimee

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Photos:

rhododendron-cream crest

apple-liberty

barberry

pieris

viburnum-spinrg bouquet?

Happy New Year's Day!!

Happy 2010

May this new year be filled with the beauty of God's creation,

found blessings when you need them the most

and lots of time spent with good friends and family.

Blessings always, Aimee

Photos: Scenes from about a year ago.

Christmas Greetings

"And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus, that all the world should be taxed. (And this taxing was first made when Cyrenius was governor of Syria.) And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city. And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judaea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem; (because he was of the house and lineage of David:) to be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child. And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered. And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid Him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn.

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. And it came to pass, as the angels were gone away from them into heaven, the shepherds said one to another, Let us now go even unto Bethlehem, and see this thing which is come to pass, which the Lord hath made known unto us. And they came with haste, and found Mary, and Joseph, and the babe lying in a manger. And when they had seen it, they made known abroad the saying which was told them concerning this child. And all they that heard it wondered at those things which were told them by the shepherds. But Mary kept all these things, and pondered them in her heart. And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that they had heard and seen, as it was told unto them." Luke 2:1-20 KJV

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Christmas is filled with so many things that enrich our lives -- delicious meals, candles, beautiful decorations, evergreen wreaths, gifts, special music and more. But if you took all of these things away you would still have Christmas; for it was (and still very much is) about the love of God for the world and NOTHING will ever change that.

Christmas Blessings,

Aimee

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Photo: Central Oregon Cascades

The Cries of the Human Heart

Sometimes, during times of great uncertainty and stress, I have found myself unable to pray--my words just seemed to be inadequate for the circumstances. Instead, the words of songs such as "Kyrie Elieson/I Call to You" (Jeff Johnson) and other songs became my prayers----prayer songs.

Such was the case when my son was in a dangerous place not so long ago

and, despite a few times of great fear, I was quite aware of God's peace and those prayers being answered.

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Now as our family faces this new and frightening situation (exposure to asbestos), I find myself praying for what seems to be hours at a time and my prayers have changed. No longer are they prayer songs, but now they are prayers lifted directly from the the Bible; verses which keep flowing into my mind with little to no effort on my part, mixed with a few of my own heart's cries. As was the case above, these are being added to by the prayers of believing friends and family.

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Already God has answered some of these pleas for help and guidance, but the fight is-at this point-a daily one and I have times when I find myself literally shaking with fear and unable to eat or sleep well. Sometimes peace is no longer a given and I feel totally dependant on God for it.

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And though I would never have chosen to be in this situation, I am very conscious that God seems to be using it to build my faith, trust and dependance on Him.

God is good---ALL the time.

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"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 KJV

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"Not by might, nor by power, but by My spirit, saith the Lord of hosts." Zechariah 4:6 KJV

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"'For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. 'They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me in earnest, you will find me when you seek Me." Jeremiah 29:11-13 NLT (© 2003 Ilumina Software, Tyndale House Publishers)

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Blessings,

Aimee

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Photo taken in the Columbia River Gorge area years ago in winter.

On the Mountain

Despite my very real problem and fear this evening, my mind and heart are with the families of the kids that set out to climb Mt Hood this past week.

If you haven't heard about it yet (it has been carried on national and PNW news) three young people were climbing Mt Hood (in the Oregon Cascades) last Friday and didn't return. At this time one has been found dead of hypothermia and his two friends--a girl and guy--are still missing despite searches by aircraft. There have been multiple issues with a high avalanche warning and now a new weather front has moved in which is expected to bring a large amount of snow to the mountain. The temperatures have been low until recently because of a subarctic front that has been in the PNW till lately.

This story is close to my heart; not because I know these young people but because, in my college years, I met the child of a man who had died in his climb of one of the Cascades (he had been caught in a storm). It is also close to my heart as a mom of three young adults, as a grandmother and as a fellow Christian.

Please if you get a chance say a prayer for those who are involved in the search, for the families of these kids and for the two missing climbers. The climber's names: Luke Gullberg (found dead on Saturday), Katie Nolan and Anthony Vietti. Thank you.

Update: the search was called off for the 2 remaining climbers. Weather + mountain conditions posed too much risk for the brave Search + Rescue teams and chances of survival are extremely slim. The families, from all the reports I have seen and read, are hanging tightly to their faith in God in spite of this tragedy. May God be with them.

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Link for more info: http://www.oregonlive.com/news/index.ssf/2009/12/ground_search_for_missing_mt_h.html

A Warning!!

Home is supposed to be a safe place--a haven of peace away from the worries and stresses of the outside world. But what happens when your home isn't?

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We've dealt with quite a few problems so far--mold, water damage, mice. All OK. But then, as we were working on the kitchen, I was reading a book about remodeling and a sentence caught my eye about the possiblities of asbestos in 'older' vinyl sheet flooring. I started web surfing and found this problem had been identified quite a few years ago. OK, slight sigh of relief...but what I found next scared me and sent me searching for more info; on a site answering questions about asbestos I read accounts of homeowners who had found it in flooring from the 80's and possibly beyond that (90's). And some, like us, had already been working with it; at least one mom with young children at home had and she is not alone!

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This led to getting a hold of the experts for our area and having a sample tested. Today we recieved the results...positive for asbestos in the floor's backing.The rest of the day has been somewhat a blur and now this evening as I sit here with the mindless chatter of the TV on, there are no words to completely describe what I am feeling right now; let's just say it is a mixture of anger (at the craziness of the thinking that led people to put this stuff in homes after the dangers were clearly identified), fear, bewilderment, unbelief at the situation -- all this mixed with a bit of faith and trust in God.

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It wasn't supposed to be like this--the problem is 'older' sheet vinyl flooring (and other things) and this has been a known problem since the 70's (or before??). Now would it surprise you to hear that our home was built in the early 80's? Hardly older wouldn't you think and pretty disturbing that this was still being put into the backing of sheet flooring AFTER it was identified as a known hazard and one that is not indestructible! I truly just don't get it.

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Nothing much can be done about the matter now; as I have already said we have all been exposed to it. Now my family has some hard decisions to make on how to deal with this. And this is where the tiny bit of faith and trust come in...

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Despite the obvious turmoil in mind and heart right now (did I say my oldest son has been living with us?), this verse keeps playing through my mind and spirit: "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths." Proverbs 3:5,6 KJV

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I am scared, yes. Any human, any wife, any mom and grandma would be at this point. But when I am filled with fear rather then choosing to be 'frozen' or overwhelmed by it (although the problem does seem a bit overwhelming right now) I keep turning to God and trust that He still has my good in mind. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 KJV.

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We can't control everything in our lives. I've had friends that have suffered the loss of spouses and children; I've had friends that died-in accidents and from disease. I've known (and know) those who are dealing with chronic illness daily. I am also aware that we live in a world that is filled with uncertainties over economic situations, war (and the threats thereof) and a world where everyone--both Believers and unbelivers suffer at times. Speaking personally, I am glad that at a most unsettling time like this I can turn to God, both in prayer and scriptures for peace. I am thankful that, at the times when I feel most alone I can also turn to fellow Christians for prayer support.

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And now to my second public 'service' announcement:

PLEASE, if you are doing remodeling or repair in your home check with your state's agency that deals with asbestos. For general info check this site also:

http://www.epa.gov/asbestos/pubs/ashome.html and the main site: http://www.epa.gov/asbestos/

Additional notes and links:

1) Testing was under $50. Your state agency should be able to give you a list of places where you can have this done and further guidance re: abatement, etc.

2) No vinyl flooring to worry about? Good, but please for the sake of your family and selves check out the link above and many more that talk about asbestos in the home and elsewhere. It is found in quite a few things--some types of ceilings, some insulations, some floor tiles, etc.

3) I am not trying to frighten anyone, BTW, just inform. I AM NO expert, hence the link to the experts:)

4) Wikipedia's general article on the subject: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asbestos

Unclaimed property

So I am stuck tonight using my DH's PC till I get the part I need for mine--hence I am a bit without photographic resources at the moment; you'll just have to imagine a few nice photos of frozen ponds, a beautiful bouquet my Farmer Boy surprised me with tonight, pics of the new (working) range and upper cabinets (looking pretty organized) and pictures of a still somewhat chaotic mess here!!! Hope you all have good imaginations:)

Because I am without photos at the moment--thought I would make a public announcement here and this is it--

Did you know that states have websites in which you can search for unclaimed property? Well it's true--at least for Washington and Oregon--and having checked both of them it didn't take me long to come up with the names of businesses, friends and family that I was familiar with; the money owed them ranged from under $50 to over $100 and the sites clearly describe how to claim it. Check it out yourselves -- just 'google' unclaimed property and your state's name. BTW--the sites I searched were clearly government sites and appear to be totally legit; it goes without saying (but I will say it anyway) I would make CERTAIN that you are dealing with a government website before giving any personal info out in this day and age!!!! Good luck!

From the land of the ice and snow (well maybe not the latter)....

Advent Blessings,

Aimee

PNW Farm Tour: Plants, Trees, Decorations & More

Continuing on with the PNW farm tour we come to another farm which is actually more a nursery/store but is an awesome place!! We were in search of the legendary ice apples which magically appear there early in November each year and disappear within a few weeks. Since we had been blessed to have some of them last year we arrived early in their 'season'-eager to again enjoy their magical deliciousness Can I say we were not disappointed?

While we were there we had to have a look see at the magical world the Purple People had created there...it definitely got me in the Christmas mood but being the good little Pilgrim child that I am, I waited till now to post the photos:) It wasn't easy!

Confession here! I have such a weakness for gingerbread men. They are just SO cute and irresistable! Maybe it was a result of reading the Gingerbread Boy when I was younger or perhaps it is just they are SO yummy and delicious, but I am hoping that Farmer Boy will soon be done with the kitchen cabinets and hooking up the new range:)

Another tree I liked was this one (although there were many beautifully decorated Christmas trees there). I also need to confess I have a weakness for reindeer, moose, elk and deer. One time when I was a bit younger then I am now a group of us visited a historic house that was hosting a special event. They had a Christmas tree in -- or at least it seemed this way--almost every room of the house! It actually was pretty neat and with all the ornaments I have collected plus ones that are easily made (or gathered from the garden or kitchen) I might be able to do that someday...maybe next year when the chaos from the BIG project has cleared:)

In addition to my aforementioned weakness for Gingerbread Men, reindeer and Bambi types, I need to confess my love for just a few other things--one being St Nicholas and the other two are penguins (love their tuxedos) and polar bears, especially little polar bear cubs. Hence the photos here (sorry no penguin pics this year)

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Besides the wonderful ice apples and 'animals' on trees, Al's has such a large variety of poinsettias that I was truly amazed--they were everywhere! They had them in white, mauve, red, pink and a new one called Cinnamon Star that I fell for.

Another plant I fell for was this one--a shooting star hyacinth.

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Beautiful aren't they? The white poinsettias were amazing too!

I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE crèches--this one is very nice with the angels on the tree. I always think it's neat when I see one at businesses or in public places.
Hope you enjoyed our little trip in the PNW--here is a link to this 'farm's' website.
Advent Blessings,
Aimee

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A big thank you to Al's for giving me permission to post these photos here on my blog and a thank you to their helpful staff there (and as per usual -- I am not associated with them or any of the farms I have featured) Just think they are ALL great places to visit in the PNW:)

Walks in His Gardens: Late Autumn's Garden

While changes continue to take place in our home, changes are also taking place in the garden which now looks much more like the late autumn garden it is (well mostly). Near the berm in the Japanese-style garden, the camellia has been blooming since before Thanksgiving -- beautiful rosy pink blossoms set amidst glossy evergreen leaves. Quite a dramatic sight at this time of the year when so many plants have gone dormant and where bare branches seem to rule the land.

In another part of the garden brown fuzzy kiwi still hang from bare branches, now clearly seen without any leaf cover.

Update: As of this afternoon--late, late this afternoon--I can happily report they were all picked except for a few too high (and too hazardous to reach given the deepening shadows of the late, late, late hour). And yes, the lingonberries were picked this afternoon too--can I say 'finally'?!

Back in the Japanese-style garden, a temporarily semi-frozen pond holding captive the aquatic plants which once floated on its surface not so very long ago.

Although so many of the once colorful autumn leaves now lay on the ground--dry and brown--a few plants haven't lost all their leaves yet and on some plants (caneberries here) the leaves still glow red in the late fall sunlight.

A few mushrooms too add unexpected color to the garden---these will NOT be harvested. Aimee DOES NOT like poisonous fungi--ick--and she is constantly hunting them down and discouraging their growth in her garden (once she takes their pictures of course). Actually to be totally honest, Aimee does appreciate their unique beauty but removes them because she doesn't want her precious puppies nibbling on one of them :)

Another unexpected bit of color! A few rose blossoms remain (along with some other surprises)-- call it a result of our wonderful microclimates here; or perhaps a very strange weather year, but whatever the reason their beauty-especially at this time of the year-is greatly appreciated!

Blessings,

Aimee

Art of the Father

The other day a ray of light shone through our window making a plant's blossoms glow in it,

turning these fragile flowers into red and white works of art;

the living origami of a heavenly Father.

And in those few moments, as I paused to admire their delicate beauty-

their graceful shape-

and the beautiful colors

the Artist had combined together (so perfect),

I realized that I had just seen a miracle-

the miracle of life.

Blessings,

Aimee

Advent 2009

Freezing temperatures, snow-capped mountains, bare tree branches and frozen ponds.

Evergreen wreaths, garlands of cedar and beautiful ornaments.

Gingerbread, fudge, fruitcake, baking (well not until the range is connected), gift lists, cards to be sent.

Candlelight, Nativity plays, carols, special meals and Christmas bazaars.

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All a part of the Advent and Christmas season here in the PNW--

but it is so very much more.

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To read about the significance of Advent, a season of preparation, and to check out some links with online Advent calendars and related info see my post from Advent 2008 (links updated for 2009):
http://aimeeonthemountainside.blogspot.com/2008/12/why-advent.html

Blessings,

Aimee

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Note: Sorry this is late; I am backdating it to the first day of Advent 09 which was this past Sunday, November 29th.

Giving Thanks on This Thanksgiving Day

--As the sound of our cordless screwdriver and pounding fills the morning air mingling with the sounds of History Channel’s special on the origin of Thanksgiving and Bread (the musical group not the baked kind) from another room; as the sight of 'chaos' because of our BIG project meets the eye I can honestly say that I am thankful for SO many things in my life!

• For family and friends
• For a warm house and a talented Farmer Boy
• For the meal we will have in about 3.5 hours
• For this year’s harvest
• For the beauty that surrounds us on a daily basis no matter the weather
• For a Godly heritage
• For this life and so much more!

I am also very thankful for each and everyone of you -- visitors to my cyber home:)
Blessings this Thanksgiving Day,
A Pilgrim Child--Aimee

"I will praise the name of God with a song, and will magnify Him with thanksgiving…Let the heaven and earth praise Him, the seas, and every thing that moveth therein."
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Photos: Pilgrim Teddies in the garden
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Note: For a look at some Pilgrim locations follow this link to my post last Thanksgiving season. You will also find links there to many reputable sites about the Pilgrims, including first hand, original documents. Thanks to my cousins for their kind permission to use the NE photos on my Thanksgiving post last year. May you and your family have a blessed Thanksgiving:) Love, Aimee